NEW YORK -- In the months after her husband died, Corinne Bailey Rae was fixated on the grieving process - specifically, whether there is a right and a wrong way to mourn.
It's not as if Rae acted inappropriately after the death of Jason Rae from a drug overdose in 2008. The Grammy-nominated singer-songwriter, who dazzled the music world in 2006 with her sunny, silky, self-titled debut, dropped out of sight after the tragedy. She spent her days resting, and when she felt like it, taking walks or spending time with loved ones.
She was also confused, in a haze, not knowing how to go forward after the destiny she thought she had was forever altered.
"I'm not familiar with that kind of shock that lasts all that amount of time," she recalled. "It just sort of takes ages to sink in. You feel it and then you don't feel it; you know what's happened and then you don't really know what happened. ...
"Somebody wrote me a letter saying that you need to surrender to it, which I was like, 'Well, how do I surrender?'"
What Rae has determined is that the grieving process is different for everyone. And for her, it included channeling her emotions into her music. The result is her latest album, a touching, tender work, "The Sea," started before the death of her husband but finished nearly a year later. It was released in January.
"There are other people that have had these similar experiences ... all different kinds of loss, and I feel like a lot of people don't really sing about it in popular music," said an upbeat, reflective Rae during an interview. "I want to be that one voice that is saying that this is also a human experience that is worth making music about."
When Rae first started working on "The Sea," she was determined to make an album that grew from the dreamy, groove-based tunes - such as "Put Your Records On" - that were becoming her signature. She was looking for sounds that were more aggressive, funky and complex.
"I wanted to make another record that was a partner to, and an answer to, the first album," the British musician said of her debut CD, which sold more than 1 million copies in the U.S. "I wanted to write something that was able to match that excitement that we'd feel in the audience."
Tragic news
She had already started working on new music when her 31-year-old husband, described as a recovering addict, was found dead after an overdose of methadone. In the aftermath, Rae found herself struggling to adapt to a role she never anticipated: widow.
"Part of that ... experience is you can't imagine a future," Rae said. "Your imagined future is totally on fire."
Rae, who lives in Leeds, England, didn't work on new music but found her mind occupied with other thoughts. She remembers becoming engrossed in etymology, the study of words, and found parallels in language to her own situation: "'Grief,' it's from 'grave,' which means heavy. It's a thing that lands on you, and there is nothing you can do to sort of make it work."
It took months for her to cope through her music. When asked what she did, she simply said: "Nothing."
She went "from being a really active person, from having a really full diary to doing absolutely nothing because I had no interest in doing anything."
She started working on "The Sea" again because she missed creating and she wanted to have a goal: "I needed to have something to do. The main thing that this album has given me is something to do to take up my time."
Sultry odes, sweet tunes
"The Sea" is not mournful - there are driving grooves, sultry odes and sweet tunes. But it does contain several songs that reference her husband's death. The album's first song, the wistful "Are You Here," speaks to the confusion of feeling the presence of someone no longer around: "Are you here, 'cause my heart recalls it all feels the same?"
Then there's "I Would Like to Call It Beauty," the song that most explicitly deals with death. It's named for a phrase uttered by Jason Rae's brother, Phillip (Rae even gave him song credit). The song's first lines are, "So young for death, we walk in shoes too big, but you play it like a poet, like you always did."
"It's a way different record than the initial idea that she had in her head, but I think it was very necessary," says Ahmir "?uestlove" Thompson, the Roots bandleader who worked on the rocking jam "The Blackest Lily," recorded before Jason Rae's death. "If anything, this album sort of provides a kind of resolution to public mourning," he said.
