By the time Whitney Houston died in a bathtub at the Beverly Hilton Hotel last February, tracking her deterioration had become a blood sport for the gossip rags.
Her struggles with substance abuse had been the subject of speculation for years. Her death at age 48 on the weekend of the Grammy Awards was declared the result of drowning and the effects of atherosclerotic heart disease and cocaine use.
Her mother, Cissy Houston, has chosen the first anniversary of her death to publish a memoir, Remembering Whitney. Its her attempt to strip away the sleazy hearsay and provide a more loving look at the fallen superstar, whose massive music and movie career disintegrated as she lost herself in substance abuse and her tumultuous marriage to R&B singer Bobby Brown.
Subtitled My Story of Love, Loss and the Night the Music Stopped, the book opens with that heartbreaking day in February. Cissy writes that Nippy as her family called her seemed to be on an upswing before her death, but exuded sadness when they talked before the Grammys. Nippy never liked to share her problems with me, so I didnt know exactly what was wrong, she writes.
This evasiveness runs throughout the book, ultimately proving to be a crippling flaw for both mother and daughter.
Whitneys path to superstardom is well-documented but Cissy sweetly traces her own upbringing and those early days of helping Nippy hone her talents in church, taking her along to do session work and watching her morph into Americas sweetheart under the careful tutelage of music impresario Clive Davis. But as her career began to soar, with millions of records sold, so did her addiction.
Fans who fell in love with the wholesome Whitney of Greatest Love of All and the film The Bodyguard may be surprised by some anecdotes in the book that suggest she began to buckle under the pressures of success early on, and even considered walking away from her career multiple times to live away from the public that adored and scrutinized her, at one point saying, You know, I never asked for this madness. I couldnt have imagined it.
Yet her descent into substance abuse is presented rather gently here, with no major bombshells or deep analysis.
She does reveal that Brown did not introduce her daughter to drugs. Suggesting that Whitneys drug use began early in her career, Cissy recalls a conversation in the late 1980s with Robyn Crawford, Whitneys closest friend and former assistant, who said that if drugs were around, Nippy would keep on doing it until everything was gone, in Cissys words. A great deal of the book is dedicated to the relationship between mother and daughter, one that grew more fraught as the drug use worsened. Whitney was stubborn, refusing to acknowledge her problems, and began to alienate her mother, who notes that she often intentionally overlooked things out of fear of being further shut out.
Whitney was never able to make the connection between career setbacks and escalating drug use, Cissy writes, and attempts at intervention werent successful. One came after a rough patch that included being caught with marijuana (the only drug actually mentioned by name in the book) at a Hawaii airport and being fired from a performance at the Academy Awards by music director and longtime friend Burt Bacharach.
Stories of canceled concerts, haggard appearance, erratic behavior, an ill-advised reality show with Brown, fluctuations in weight and poor performances became an increasing part of the stars narrative and chipped away at the voice and stunning image. Cissy details a few more trips to rehab, including a court-ordered stay she initiated. But in the end Whitney lost to her demons.
Remembering Whitney doesnt scratch all that deeply at Whitneys addictions, and that might frustrate readers hoping for more insight. Nor does it attempt to present a full portrait of a performers personal life. This is a book about a mother grappling with the loss of her child, still wondering if it could have been avoided had her daughter walked away from the pressures of fame or, more heartbreakingly, if she could have averted the disaster.