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Romantic breakups can be many things, but "fun" is never on the menu. During the wound-licking stage, both parties generally want to get as far apart from each other as possible. And yet John Booker and Rachel Hirsh have spent a long stretch of this fall in the close quarters of a touring van. Because while they broke up, their band - the excellent pop ensemble I Was Totally Destroying It - has not.
"It's been one of the most difficult things either of us has ever gone through," says Booker over the phone from the band van, on eastbound Interstate 70 headed for St. Louis. "This has been our first real tour since the breakup, and it's been trying a lot of the time. There are little fights and problems here and there that sometimes blow up, which we'll somehow resolve - either through actual mediation or just trying to squash it down for the time being and move on.
"But yeah," he concludes, "it's been rough. Really rough."
Still, for all the unpleasantness involved, keeping the band going might be worth the effort because the group's new album "Horror Vacui" (Greyday Records) is just too good to walk away from. It's a giant step beyond I Was Totally Destroying It's very fine 2007 debut.
Immensely catchy and likable, "Horror Vacui" ranges from new-wave power pop to acoustic jingle-jangle, with Hirsh's keyboards in a starring role. The hooks and harmonies are dead-on throughout, rendered with assurance and polish. "Horror Vacui" would brighten the atmosphere at any commercial radio station with the sense to give it a spin.
But given the artery-hardened state of the nation's airwaves, that's not going to happen. So what is a band like I Was Totally Destroying It to do?
"It's definitely a topic of discussion, something we think about and struggle with all the time," Booker says. "It's kind of a blessing and a curse with this band. We all come from indie-rock backgrounds, and this is the most pop project we've ever done. That wasn't intentional, it's just how it came together.... But it's also tough because we don't have a specific little niche we fit into."
Ah, but there is a specific niche "Horror Vacui" fits into: the breakup record. Between Richard and Linda Thompson, Fleetwood Mac, X and No Doubt, history is littered with examples of bands outliving relationships and getting memorable music out of it.
Only one song on "Horror Vacui" was actually written after Booker and Hirsh broke up - the album-opening "Beneath You All the Way," with its wistfully anguished chorus declaration, "You can't drive me away." And yet you can hear the dissolution of their relationship in the other 11 songs, as they trade verses, complaints and accusations. But their voices still blend together beautifully. Even as things were falling apart, Booker and Hirsh remained a perfect musical fit.
"All those songs were written while we were still together, but getting into fights, disagreements, bad times," Booker says. "The bad things do tend to give you the most inspiration. So it's a breakup album in retrospect, a lot of foreshadowing of the end. And the funny part is that I co-wrote all the lyrics, including songs where Rachel is saying really biting words about me. It wasn't until after we broke up that I took some of those songs' meanings more - and they became more hurtful in a way.
"But it's still not too bad," he adds. "It's never gotten to the point where we wanted to kill each other and we're still probably best friends."
As to the future, I Was Totally Destroying It plans to continue. But there will be some fundamental differences when the band starts thinking about the next record. Writing for that is supposed to commence in early 2010.
"The songwriting dynamic will be a little different, which we'd wanted to do anyway," Booker says. "Now the full band will come up with things together."
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What: Troika Music Festival with I Was Totally Destroying It, Birds of Avalon, Pneurotics, Ringing Cedars
When: 9 tonight
Where: Duke Coffeehouse, Durham
Cost: $8
More info: troikamusicfestival.org
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